" I will always know that at least Milo needs me. "

I had gone away to college and my negative thoughts got the best of me. My boyfriend broke up with me and I had never felt so alone and isolated in my life, everyday was a struggle. I fell into my old habits of self harm and self loathing simply because those around made me feel like a burden. I fell into the darkest depression I’ve ever experienced and sadly had to return home for my own mental health and spent almost a week in the hospital. It was the first time I had ever seriously considered taking my own life, the pain I felt everyday was unbearable. My family then adopted Milo, at 8 weeks old. He instantly became my best friend. He made me feel loved and wanted and gave me a reason to get out of bed every morning. Before him I never really saw the point to start off the day. He made even the darkest days feel tolerable. I kept going for him. Because of the love Milo and I share I now know that I am worth something and I am needed in the world. I’ll always know that at least Milo needs me.

- Anonymous (F,19)